The new semester started... It was really tiring 3 days.
My last semester grade was not bad,
I have a 4.0 GPA for last semester! (I'm really surprised).
But my grade will go down this term. I've enrolled in 21 credit hours this semester.
I need to get my GPA up this term.
I think it will be difficult to get the scholarship this semester.
Oh My head aches when I think study.
By the way, Recently I feel my weakness. (because of starting new semester)
I tend to worry at the smallest problems.
No one else knows that I am worry about such a small and tiny thing.
But this weekend, I lay in my room all depressed.
I exactly don't know why I feel depressed.
I find it a strain to meet new people, new study, every new thing.
Actually this journal makes me feel uncomfortable.
I think it be scary learning all new things. All!
I was babbling like an idiot now.
So, I planned a new life! Try change my personality for the future,
study hard for me, prepare TOEIC exam,
and regular exercise on a diet.
more and more Writing journal is fun! amazing.
this semester will be over, I expect my English ability although,
I hugging my dictionary now.. I want to do well English.
I take very long time for this journal ...
And, SHINee went to the America for concert.
I expect Onew's musical (Rock of Ages),
but I feel really bad that he looks so tired.
he doesn't have time to prepare musical not at all,
besides his schedule is so hard.
I want to give him a chance to sleep.
my friend told me
'Don't worry about SHINee, worry about you! please'
But what can I say? I really like him...